My first deep breath of inspiration is a thought of appreciation for my life being in balance.
My second deep breath of inspiration is a thought of appreciation for everyone that I know, that their life is in balance.
My third deep breath of inspiration is a thought of appreciation for everyone that I don’t even know, all over the planet, that their life is in balance.
I know that I am out of balance when things start going a little bit, then horribly, wrong.
I could take action when things go a little bit wrong, but I don’t usually catch it until they are way out of balance.
Then I know it is time for me to search for a solution to the problem, see if that solution establishes balance, and continue on with my life.
That worked pretty well for a large number of years.
But then, things didn’t correct.
Solutions were very temporary.
I found that no one else could address my needs.
I had to go deeper and deeper.
That is when I found out how far out of balance I was.
I had looked just fine to others, but the tension inside me finally became unbearable.
My body had extreme symptoms.
As I began to address what was behind all the tension, I found the problem.
Then, because no one else had been able to help me figure out the problem, I knew I had to figure out the solution.
As I studied and left all my old patterns and beliefs behind, a new possibility began to emerge.
I have gotten off the track many times, but bit by bit, my purpose has become clearer.
I enjoy working on my new ideas.
I have confidence in them.
In short, I have found my balance.
Even though I still get out of balance from time to time, I am now refining what I do.
The basic purpose is established for me, and now everything I do must support that purpose.
It is establishing a new kind of order and balance in my life I have never before experienced.
© 2012 Kathryn Hardage